Sunday, April 18, 2010

Well THAT Was a Fail.

Ever have those FML days, or weeks, or school years? Yeah, I'm kind of in one of those right now. Well, okay, let me say that not all of me is an fail, just a certain aspect and there's nothing I can do about it. That's the worst part. The thing is the outcome of this event that is such an FML for me is a MLIG for two of my good friends so one part of me is definitely happy but the other part of me is just curled up in the corner sobbing and feeling lonely.

Yes, this blog might be a little emo.

It's one of those things that, although I can't fully let myself do yet, I'm going to have to give my life and emotions over to God. Let Him take care of it, let Him take care of me. Though I feel rejection and immediate need for redirection of focus in my life, I know that in time I'll be able to walk away from this feeling better than I do currently.

But that's enough emo for one post. Something more intelligent to come in the next post.

Thanks for reading.

No comments: